Just Another Blog Update

Oh yeah! It’s been a long time since my last blog entry -- 7 weeks to be exact! Actually I don’t have much to discuss since nothing happened on my birthday month --- but yeah, except for the series of unfortunate events!!!

From work, extra-curricular to my personal life, lot of unexpected things happened better yet I should classify them as not-so-good events! I hate it but I just can’t control everything: there are things that even though you’re too much into it or very involved on something – still, it’s not on your hand what would happen next. Sad and depressing indeed but I’m left with no choice than to accept it… Since it already happened and don’t have the chance either to reciprocate what just happened. Although I have accepted it, just can’t get rid of WHAT IF’s and WHY-O-WHY’s in mind… Plus the question: will I ever know the reason why those things happened? Hmmm, not sure either! I just can’t understand why such things would happen when you least expects it, when you’re not yet prepared and when you’re still enjoying what you have…

How to deal with it aside from acceptance? Better be grateful that you were able to have those things at first you never thought you would have – and even if it was just for a short time…

Definitely I really miss the things I used to do, miss the things I used to have, missing the good times I’ve shared with someone and still hoping that sooner or later, everything will be back on what it used to be…

Whew!!! What a blog entry?! It’s hard but again, life must go on…

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On the lighter side -- last weekend, was able to spend some time ‘fixing’ myself; sobrang napapabayaan ko na daw kasi sarili ko for the past few weeks… naks!!!

last week kasi, i went to office na hindi naka-gel, makapal ang balbas/bigote, super luwang na damit tapos may sipon pa, ubo, mamula-mula ang mata... mukhang adik kung tawagin! hehehe... tapos pagdating ng friday, natuluyan na at nag-sick leave...